| My Destiny Reading |
[May. 6th, 2009|03:48 pm] |
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| | aspirational | ] | Section 1: The Sun
Sun in Aries:
The truth that each of us is essentially alone and that we must ultimately answer to ourselves regarding our choices in life is one that resonates deeply within you. Thus, Ji , your first loyalty is to yourself and to living your own life as authentically as possible. When you are most yourself, you are a risk taker, a trailblazer, forging your own path rather than following anyone else's lead. Whether or not you have the courage to do so, to boldly assert yourself and follow your own star - standing alone when necessary - is crucial to fulfilling your life purpose.
There are many ways, both positive and negative, you could choose to express this core sense of singleness and this need to be an original or a pioneer. You may, for instance, simply choose to remain single. Your independence, autonomy, and freedom are very important to you, and at heart you really do not want to be distracted from your purposes or encumbered by the responsibilities and complications that accompany close, ongoing partnership with others. You are by nature a solo. This does not necessarily mean that you will avoid intimate relationships or commitments, but there must be some arena in you life where you are the chief, where you take initiative and make the decisions. Being a sole proprietor of an upstart business enterprise, free lancing, supporting yourself with as little external input as possible - they are all possible expressions of your inner drive to live life on your own terms, by your own inner creativity and dictates. If you do not feel you are your own boss, Ji , you simply will not be happy. Your lifestyle and work must reflect your strong impulses to be self-reliant as well as to create something NEW, in order for you to be in harmony. From Astrology.com
Hmmm...
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| I don't know if I'll be alright |
[Jan. 23rd, 2009|02:28 pm] |
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| | Neil Young - Philadelphia | ] |
Sometimes I think that I know What love's all about And when I see the light I know I'll be alright
I've got my friends in the world, I had my friends When we were boys and girls And the secrets came unfurled
City of brotherly love Place I call home Don't turn your back on me I don't want to be alone Love lasts forever
Someone is talking to me, Calling my name Tell me I'm not to blame I won't be ashamed of love
Philadelphia, City of brotherly love Brotherly love
Sometimes I think that I know What love's all about And when I see the light I know I'll be alright
Philadelphia
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| bad dreams |
[Apr. 25th, 2008|10:13 am] |
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| | Band of Horses - Funeral | ] | for two nights in a row i've had dreams about babies. the first night, i gave birth and the baby died. last night i dreamt that my mother had a baby and as i was holding it, it opened its eyes really wide and STARED at me.
i am freaking. out. what does this mean?
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| A reason to be sad |
[Feb. 13th, 2008|03:53 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
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| | Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again (Naturally) | ] |
Melancholia pushes against the easy "either/or" of the status quo. It thrives in unexplored middle ground between oppositions, in the "both/and." It fosters fresh insights into relationships between oppositions, especially that great polarity life and death. It encourages new ways of conceiving and naming the mysterious connections between antinomies. It returns us to innocence, to irony, that ability, temporary, to play in potential without being constrained to the actual. Such respites from causality refresh our relationship to the world, grant us beautiful vistas, energize our hearts and our minds.
Excerpt: 'Against Happiness' by Eric G. Wilson Source
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| Girly Stuff that won't interest you |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|12:39 pm] |
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| | Explodium | ] |
1. Fashion week makes me jealous. I want so badly to attend one of those shows, to hobnob with celebrities, to see the creations of zac posen, marc jacobs, badgley mischka, miss sixty, vera wang, etc etc before the ugly, regular people do. But so far, the only fashion I get to see is in the pages of Metro in the morning, or on "Full Frontal Fashion" on the NYC TV. Boo.
From a Philly.com blog I found out that a 21 year old graduate from my high school is an assistant designer for Peter Som. Lucky bastard.
When I worked near the tents, I would go on a break and gawk at the doors to catch a glimpse of someone famous. Sometimes I would skip lunch to do this. How pathetic. I am a LOSER.
By the way, I love LOVE Badgley Mischka gowns. Perhaps I will find one in white? Or for bridesmaids?
2. Lipstick Jungle review: I watched the premier last night because a) I have PMS and b) I have PMS. I feel sorry for Brooke Shields. She is old. And you can see it in her face (especially in daylight). They tried really hard to remake Sex and the City, but it just doesn't compare. Brooke Shields is not right for that role, as she is way too gawky and not sophisticated. I liked the other two actresses: Kim Raver (plays the same Audrey Raines-like character) and Lindsay Price because they are nicer to look at than Brooke's wrinkles. However, the characters and storyline are completely out of touch with reality. There were 4 (count them, 4!) instances of crying in the first episode (women don't cry THAT much), the dialogue was moronic, the namedropping was insulting, and the acting wasn't that great either. Even though it is written by Candace Bushnell, the storyline is either poorly executed, or not that interesting in the first place.
And P.S. There is no way a fashion designer, a magazine editor, and production exec would be shopping for $10 pashminas and perfumes on the street. sooooo corny.
I hope Cashmere Mafia is better. I adore Lucy Liu.
Okay, girly stuff is out of my system now. Back to Japan. byes. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2008|05:40 pm] |
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